May 2012
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Tonight is officially my last night at home. As i sit in this empty room i can’t hep but think of all the things i should have done.
I should have been home more,
I should have appreciated my beautiful bedroom,
I most importantly i should have spent more time with my family.
Then maybe, just maybe… i would still have one =(
Its true what they say… You never really appreciate...
April 2012
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Feels like my hearts been broken all over again…
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Its just one of those night. My music is blasting, my mind is full of a million thoughts and i don’t know weather to laugh or cry.
So much has changed in my life but all i can think is that everything happens for a reason. People come and they go, we get screwed by the ones we love the most, we make decisions we can never take back but somehow everything turns out right. So here i am,...
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March 2012
38 posts
I just want to feel wanted again…
Bitch I want to rip that smile right off your face. So I can watch your world crumble… Just like you did to me!
Why does karma take so friggin long?!
I wish we could rewind back before the cheating, the pain, and the tears… But we can’t so where do we go from here…
I feel like we’re fighting so hard for something that just doesn’t want to work.
So what do I do?
At what point do i tell myself. If I love him ill let him go be happy with someone that won’t constantly fight with him. Maybe I’m being...
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Maybe I just wanted him to fight for me, like I always did for him. I wanted him to be the one that’d come crawling back so I knew he truly loved me… Maybe I just wanted to feel wanted….
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Im so sorry....
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PLEASE TAKE A MOMENT TO ANSWER
What are your opinions on abortion???
Are you pro LIFE? or pro CHOICE?
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Failure is not a mistake. Sometimes it is the best...
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“Let’s take our time, let the moment last until it feels right <3”
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I just want to be happy.
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Please take the pain away...
You're always saying, " I hate seeing you hurt."
chinkymonster:
If you hate seeing me hurt, then stop hurting me?..
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WatchNicely played ;P
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“Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark in the hopeless swaps of the not-quite, the not-yet, and the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish in lonely frustration for the life you deserved and have never been able to reach. The world you desire can be won. It exists.. it is real.. it is possible.. it’s yours.”
Everybody tells me everything happens for a...
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First night in a while that I’m not crying :)
I hope I can keep this up. I don’t want to go as far as saying I’m happy. But whatever this feeling is… It’s refreshing
I got the first four seasons of one tree hill!
Thank you baby
4:07am
I’m tired of these sleepless nights spent crying….
All I want is to forget so I can be happy.
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Soon everybody will ask what became of you, cos'...
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Venting
I have all this anger towards you right now… but i guess i have to thank you for one thing.
THANK YOU FOR SHOWING ME WHO MY REAL FRIENDS ARE.
I used to say that friends enter your life for a purpose and that once that purpose is fulfilled, you both will move on with your life and be happy that you were blessed to have there guidance for that period of time.
Now i realize thats complete...
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SimplyFake.
Wherever you are, I hope you realize that I hate you with every fiber of my being… You my darling, were the biggest mistake of the past five year :)
Pce.
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February 2012
11 posts
One step at a time
I’ll be honest. I miss my best friend. But at the same time, anyone that justifies hooking up with your boyfriend as being vulnerable and lonely…. That’s not a true friend.
I am a VERY forgiving person. But I just cannot wrap my head around this. So many questions fill my mind.
How will I know it wont happen again?
Is she trustworthy?
Was she even my friend in the first...
